Thursday, August 14, 2008
Hear me out
Hell yeah , blogging again after 1 hour .
Arguing with him again .
I just dunno why he just dun understand my feelings .
Whenever he's in bad mood, he cannot accept when i sweet talk with him or
cheering him up with jokes .
But whenever im in bad mood, i tried to cheer myself up with his jokes .
Why i can, and why he can't ?
Even so if u cant, but do u need to spit out harsh words that hurt my feelings?
Sometimes we can play with words .
Doesnt need to direct shoot out a mean words to express ur feelings .
Do u knw it hurts? What am i to u ? Ur fren?
I wonder hw many times we argued cuz of this .
And almost everytime is u finding excuses to blame on other ppl or sumthing else.
Sometimes i notice, u just wun admit its ur fault unless i have a solid evidence .
Then u will nothing to say .
Otherwise u will just say its ME who makes u pissed and caused u to gib me that kind of attitude .
I really dunno how 2 deal with it.
Last time yeah, i talk until i cried .
Somehow, now , tears just wun flows out anymore.
I wonder why ?
Maybe u sud ask urself .
Or maybe its because my heart is getting numb .
Hardly have any feelings anymore .
Its like , a heart being stabbed so many times ,
The blood dried out .
And starts to dead .
Understand?
Last time u asked me dont blog about our matters in blogs .
But now , i think back .
I have my own freedom to do anything i wanted .
No one can stop me frm doing wad i want .
Perhaps ,
Its you who made my feelings fading away ..
Or in ur view, its all my fault again for making u pissed at the first place,
and u have a good and reasonable reason to treat me like dat .
But no matter what ,
my heart cant cry for you ,
no more .
Sorry for my bad grammar ,
no mood to type a proper one .
fck it .
Paw-printed at,
1:49 AM
1:49 AM
