I'm awake due to the nightmare .
I kinda rmb wads happening in the dream .
Maybe i forgot some parts la.
Its kinda funny . the places mixing with another place .
Okay, let me describe roughly bout the dream .
My family and one of dad's fren , an uncle who like a "sifu".
He oftens do fortune-telling, body possess etc etc .
Dunno why he appear in my dream .

Then they going to some..cemetry . Something happened .
In the dream, the cemety is like 1 building .
Got G, 1st floor, 2nd, 3rd ,4th etc etc ( i dunno why like dat ..weird lol)
Those floor are all full with graves .. swt ..
And i never go . So i sit down and wait with others members .
Somehow, my sis who sit beside me, started to laughing herself.
Then i know , she's possessed . I keep read the bible or sumthing . Hope the 'thing' will go away ..
Then i bth i go and run upstairs, trying to find my father and others .

I'm in the lift at 4th floor i guess ..with some others (i 4got who)
.. Its dark,creepy and silence ..
dam freaking scary ..
Then we go down , cuz dam creepy aledi .
Suddenly the lift spoiled .
Stopped at..3rd floor .
Someone ( i dun rmb who ) suggested we take staircase located very farr at the side
We have to walk through the graves.. wth ...
Dam sccary lor i tell u ..

Then we managed to..reach the G floor.. *phew*
Everything was fine ( so suddenly...i also dunno why )
We left the building and walking to the carpark .
Suddenly, i said something ( my mouth speak itself ..lol)
Then i said in front the junction, turn right, theres a shop which sell
very delicious beef noodles . "I" said i wanna eat .
Everyone looking at me. My sis asked my dad ; we can eat beef?
But they all just go, ordered for me. And "I" started to eat like i never eat for 100 years.
After i finish, my dad said " u eat enough? now u can go back "
I shivered , and ...at the moment, then i knw i've been possessed with some...
spirit ? who are so..hunger for the beef noodles. wtf?
Then i awake ..
My heart beating fast . -_-


I went downstairs, told my grandma . She said maybe i sleep late everynight.
Thats why .
I sms-ed dear . Told him i had a nightmare .
His reply : Aledi say a dream.Aiya .. "
Dunno why i felt so sad .
Can u all tell me why ?

anyway , love my blog song now .
The lyrics are so meaningful :)
Its translated in eng . Korea languages are hard to read . lol


Day by Day - As One

I never knew I could fall in love again
Cause my heat was weak and worn
But you promised me, that you would love me and that we’d be one forever
Just be careful with my heart and I’ll love you always

You were coming to me so carefully
The day I got to know you first
I stayed up for many nights sighing, rather than being happy
It might take a very long time, for me to accept someone new
Could you acknowledge my inadequacy?
After my precious love left me,
I believed that I couldn't love anymore
But for you, who are willing to even embrace my scars, everyday

(*I will show you little by little,
Everyday, I will befriend you more.
Right now, I am not good enough to love you
The day I can give you all of my heart,
Could you wait for it?

I fear if I would forget you again.
I can't easily go to you
And because of him who left me, I still shed many tears
I even cried a lot in front of you
But for you, who wiped my tears away, everyday

(Repeat *)

But just remember this.
During the days I was in so much pain,
The love that opened up my heart was you.
As big as your love, no, bigger than that,
I will be good to you.
Just like how you are now, comfortably, wait for me.
The day the love I cherished transfers onto you,
I will be preparing to tell you that I love you,
Could you wait for it?

It's the first song , we ever shared ..